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December 16 The last dance is with meThe last dance is with me !
yarh......
just tears the end left to me
bu what it means?
happeniess! i believe so.....
why?
firstly, i think i can feel what Zhixiu say:
the world is so vast when i give up you.
yeah,the same feeling to me
the world is abruptly became large that we can not relize in limited time
and what is the most important to do in our unabiding life
enterprise,family,love or the all.
nowi really confuse with the choice
i wanna what? i seek for what?
i just know design take enjoyment and stimulation to me,
families care me ,and love change me
sometimes happy and also the other sorrow
but everything is normal
and i have no romance with my life any longer
althougt i desire absolutly to accept a birthday present
and it is hopeles
but i wanna to creat a miracle even if i always has opputunity
so just believe me ,everything is coming......
yarh......... December 04 找一个能随时陪我聊的人～～好想找一个能随时陪我聊的人～～
似乎很简单的一个要求
可是
却一点也不容易啊
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这世界上很多人都在拼命寻找完美的伴侣
可所谓的完美有什么定义么？
没有
其实那只是一种感觉
feeling可以让所有的缺陷变得完美
feeling可以让所有的不足变得完美
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那天夜里
三点多醒来
突然感觉得周围静得很恐怖
那一刻
多么希望有一个人能与我闲聊
来驱赶内心的惧怕
可是我知道
这很难很难得到
记得看《康熙大帝》时
康熙最宠爱的容妃的原因就是
“朕就只想和你说说话”
就是这么简单。。
后来容妃离开了
康熙总在想找人说话的时候忆起故人
一代大帝竟连找不到一个人说说话
真有点.......
那种感觉我懂！！
当我有一件事想说时
在那一刻我只想着和某一个人说
可那个人不在时
即使另外一个人怎样的好
心理就是不愿与他说
而过了那一刻
或许我也不想与那个人说了
因为感觉没了吧
说出来也只是变了味道的话语
所以
想找一个能随时聊天的人真的很难
大家都忙了。。。
就算大家都很有闲的时候
也难吧。。。。。
只知道这种渴望比以往更加深了
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